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Linda Colón posted a condolence
Tuesday, January 1, 2019
My beloved husband... three years ago we spent our last New Years together and not in a million years did I think we would not see another new year together. Since your passing 2 years ago, I have been walking down a cold lonely road. The pain and sadness hurts deep down in my soul knowing I will never see you again on this earth and wondering if the weight in my heart ever be lifted. I always miss you. I open my eyes and I miss you, when I fall asleep, I miss you... I scream and shout in my pillow how much I miss you. Everyday it’s all about how I miss you. Every time I close my eyes I miss you. I walk and drive and I have got no place to go because all I need is you right here with me. I just want to look into your beautiful caramel eyes again and lose myself them! I always told you why I fell in love with you - I once read that when looking for a partner to fall in love with, fall in love with their eyes because they are the only things that don’t age, so if you fall in love with their eyes, you’ll be in love forever... Forever your wife and furry companion, Linda Colón and Zoey
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Linda Colón posted a condolence
Thursday, August 17, 2017
Mi amor hermoso, you stopped breathing nine months ago and half of me went with you. It's been very difficult for me to get along without you and only half of me trying to survive. I feel like I am alive because I am breathing but I am not living...nights are some of the hardest times I have to deal with without you. I reach over and can't find you and realize you aren't here. Waking up starts everything over again. Days are eternal in the silence that exists in my and Zoey's new home - a small one bedroom apartment that makes me cry when I leave and return because it is hard knowing that you aren't going to be there. Me cuesta tanto no tenerte. I smile and now I sometimes laugh but inside I am so broken up and cry everyday. I love you so much and I miss you like crazy that sometimes I can't breathe and I just go to my knees and weep. I fall asleep like that often.
I'm one day closer to seeing you again. Until then. Your wife, Linda and Zoey
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Linda Colon posted a condolence
Sunday, August 6, 2017
My sweet, sweet husband...I have had a very difficult time this week, especially Thursday and Friday. Remembering the night I met you and actually falling in love with you after you looked at me the way did with your caramel colored eyes and smiled your beautiful smile and teased me about different things because I was so naive that you thought it was funny...How I have missed you and think about you all the time. I wish that there was a way to climb to heaven so that I could spend some time with you. It is very difficult and painful living without you. After being together the time the Lord allowed us and never being away from each other's side once we met, feels like half of me is gone and sometimes I can't even breathe from the immense pain and tears that I cry. I often soak my pillow crying because I want to reach for you and you are not next to me. I know you are in a much better place and you are no longer in pain. My brain knows this but my heart just doesn't understand...You know that I remember everything about the night we met. I always told you that and you'd say to tell you to see if I forgot something from a previous time I shared with you. I would ask you to tell me about me and you'd tease and say I was wearing a brown dress. You were such a nut and I loved you for being silly like that with me. Te quiero, te amo, y te adoro...
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Linda Colon posted a condolence
Monday, July 17, 2017
Mi Amor Hermoso, hoy hace ocho meses que te me fuiste con nuestro Seor Jesus...an pasa el tiempo y hasta ahora nada a cambiado, te sigo extraando como si fuera el primer da. To recuerdo del momento en que tomaste tu ltimo respiro y nada me prepar para lo que vena-el dolor ms intenso que jams me imagin que existiera. mi corazn an latiendo pero completamente roto. Hoy tengo 2 semanas que regrese de Washington y han sido unas de las semanas ms difciles porque tuve que hacer decisiones de nuestras cosas que se quedaban o se iban a subastar. Las cosa pequeas tuyas que encontr fueron algunas de las que ms lgrimas me trajeron. Por primera vez que estamos yo y Zoey solas desde que El Seor te llam a su lado y es sumamente triste, doloroso, estresante, saber que no ests aqu en cuerpo con nosotras. Te extraamos mucho mucho mucho!!! An espero t llamada o veces quiero llamarte y recuerdo que ya jams suceder. Tengo un temor inmenso de olvidar el son de tu voz. La gente me dice qu el tiempo va a sanar mi duelo pero el duelo es algo que voy a tener que ensearme a vivir con el. Veces siento que estoy mejorando y me el duelo me vuelve a derrumbar cmo si fuese el primer minuto, da etc...veces toco las cosas que t tocabas para ver si an hay ech de tu ser. Hoy regrese a la iglesia de nuevo y me sent bien y cuando hablo de ti como casi siempre mis ojos se llenan de lgrimas...cmo quisiera verte y escuchar tu voz una vez ms. Holder tu aliento besarte y abrazarte y no querer dejarte ir. Creo que es por eso que no se permite regreso a este mundo ya estando en la Gloria porque fuera an ms doloroso tener que dejarlos ir de nuevo. Se que algn da te volveremos a ver y por lo tanto siempre estars en mi pensamiento, corazn, alma, y mente. Haz sido, eres, y sers por siempre el Amor ms grande de mi vida... te amo tu esposa, Linda y Zoey Colon
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Linda Colon posted a condolence
Saturday, June 17, 2017
My Love, my everything... I am getting on hour by hour and day by day. That is the only way I can survive right now. I pray a lot and a lot of friends from church and family are praying for me everyday. I truly believe that I would have gone insane by now or died of a broken heart ... I miss you so much and I wish I could hear your voice if only for a moment. I talk to our Father Jesus and weep because of how much it hurts to be without you in my and Zoey's life. I catch her staring up at the sky sometimes and ask her if she sees Papa? She is always there to wipe away my tears that fall often because you aren't here physically. I try to remember all the special moments we had throughout our whole relationship and dwell on the positive. I realized last week as I was looking at pictures of you and some were when you were in the hospital and realized that you left this earthly world to be God a year to the day you were told that you had nine months to a year to live...it doesn't matter how much time you have to get ready, it still huts like no other pain can hurt. Losing you here on earth ripped me right in half and only God can put me back together. I signed a lease today so that when I get home Zoey and I have a place to live and get some sort of stability. I am praying a lot because I don't know how I am going to find the courage to go through our things and decide what stays and what leaves. I know that several incidents (4) where I can say that you were letting me know that you are taking care of us from heaven or the Lord lets me know. I love you so much. Always have and always will. I remember the time when one of your salesman heard me tell you something I often said to you, Te Quiero, Te Amo, Te Adoro and he told you that you were one lucky man to have someone feel like that about you...I will write you another letter soon. Until we meet in Heaven my beautiful husband. Your Loving Wife Linda and your beloved Zoey.
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Linda Colón posted a condolence
Wednesday, May 31, 2017
My sweet love Carlos... our wedding anniversary would have been on the 26th which was on Thursday and I have not been able to write to you because every time I started, I would start weeping and could not write anything due my blurry vision full of tears for me because I am so in love with you and I know that I will no longer ever be able to see you physically here on earth and it hurts very much not having you around...
I know that we head issues in our marriage at times but whose marriage doesn't, right? There are so many things that bring you to mind everyday and sometimes I get emotional and other times I am able to talk about you. On what should have been our anniversary Joy decided we were making sandwiches with French bread and I took out the cheese and it was your favorite, Muenstar cheese, then I took out the pickle spears and they were also your favorite, bread and butter vlasic spears and that was enough for me to start weeping and telling Joy as she held me that I wanted to believe that it was you sending me a message from heaven letting me know that you remembered...
On our way to church on Sunday, quite a few bikers were passing us and some had their woman with them and I thought of all the times we rode and how much fun it was...I remember your sons riding with us and your nephews. Needless to say that we got to church and i was crying but it didn't bother me because I have learned that it will happen at any time so I just carry a washcloth with me.
My love losing you has been the hardest and most painful things to have to go through. I don't wish it on no one because the pain is excruciating that I feel that I am going to die any day. I cry so much for you for us for Zoey for our dreams for our life together growing old. The only thing keeping me together are lots of prayers and and the Lord carrying me because I can't walk right now... I pray a lot for strength to make it moment by moment and day by day. Our Father Jesus is the only one Carlos that is going to get me through this grief and mourning. I loved you then, I love you now, and I will love you tomorrow.
Until we see each other again,
Your wife,
Linda Colon and Zoey
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Linda Colón posted a condolence
Wednesday, May 17, 2017
My dearest Carlos,
Six months ago, I was with you as you took your last breath and went to heaven to walk the streets of gold with our Lord...and thus no more suffering for you and you deserve that because you went through a lot in the three years before going to heaven.
Sometimes I wonder if you were able to see me and hear me every single moment that I was with you because I never left your side. I wonder if you saw me as you left your beautiful body? I also ask myself if you went to see Zoey because she knew the moment you passed away... she and I grieve for you so much and she licks away my tears when I mourn for you. Six months and I am still here hurting immensely from not having you here physically. We became one person over a decade ago and when you left, I felt that someone took a sword and amputated half of me and I now have to learn to live with only half of me. It is very difficult and I go through many emotions daily. I weep until tears no longer come and then I am so exhausted because grieving takes so much from me that I am tired so often and nothing I do helps to get my energy back. I here it's normal to feel that way.
I texted Boy for his birthday. Orozco has texted a few times to see how I am doing. I have talked to your dad a few times and he seems to be doing really well. I don't understand how because I miss you so very very much. I look at your pictures and kiss you and tell how I miss you. I love you so much. My heart is broken into a million pieces because of your passing and your son won't return your cremains to me. I would love to have them so that when I die, my ashes can go in the box with yours like we used to talk about doing. I know that I and Zoey will see you soon in heaven and every day that goes by is a day closer to being with our Lord and you. I want you to know that I loved you, I love you now, and I will love you tomorrow...
Your loving wife, Linda Coln and Zoey
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Linda Colón posted a condolence
Sunday, April 16, 2017
My love, you left this earth to be with our Lord Jesus Christ 5 months ago. I am still having a difficult time dealing with the pain of not seeing you, touching you, and talking with you... My emotions have been a roller coaster and they happen when they happen and I just weep. Of course, the evenings are the hardest because bedtime is near and I still can't get used to sleeping alone It's just Zoey and me. The loneliness of loss is one of the most painful emotions in grieving, my heart is broken and shattered. There's no way that I can ever be the same. Nights are the longest and I pray and read scripture because even the Lord Jesus knows what it is like to be lonely. He's been there and knows it very well but I always remember that God is with me every moment. Only he will lead me forth... he is the only reason I am still here because many times I the pain of grieving is so intense that I feel that I may die!!! I will always love you and think about. You are the first person I think of in the morning and the last one as I am falling asleep. I have found a couple of videos where I can hear your voice and that makes me very happy because I was so scared of forgetting what your voice sounded like. Until later my love...
Your loving wife, Linda and your beloved Tzu
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Linda posted a condolence
Friday, March 17, 2017
Hello Carlos...you left this ear4 months ago to be with the Lord.
I have missed you everyday since then, actually since October 6
because you never came back as the wonderful you. Zoey and I
are trying to get along one day at a time moment by moment. I
know that some day I will get out of this dark fog - filled I have
been in since your departure... I love you so much and cry often
because I need you and I have to learn to be without you. At least
until we see each other again in heaven... I can't wait. Te amo!!!
You will always be the one.
I love you, I love you, I love you
And where you go I'll follow, I'll follow, I'll follow
You'll always be my true love, my true love, my true love
From now until forever, forever, forever
I will follow you.
Love Linda your loving wife and Zoey, your beloved tzu...
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Jeanett Henry posted a condolence
Wednesday, November 16, 2016
What a sweet man. I worked with Carlos for years and he was such a joy to be around. My prayers and thoughts are with his family. Rest in Peace my friend.
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